Well I am sure that from my last post you can tell I have been having a rough time. Well that has been an understatement. I was overwhelmed and so very exhausted from everything going wrong. So this week I have been pushing forward and all the while praying for God to pick up the pieces and carry me. I surrendered to Him because I couldn't do it anymore. I was broken and defeated by everything and I was not strong enough to carry on.
Fast forward to this morning and I was driving to work and I was in silence. No radio this morning just alone with my God. Then He spoke. He calmed me instantly and reminded me where I needed to go (to return) to find the peace I so desperately sought. Scripture.....
How simple but true. I use to read the Bible all the time. It brought so much comfort and it nourished our relationship every night. I had gotten away from this routine but I am happy to be back. My Lord never abandons me and never leaves me. He carries me, He comforts me, He loves me. And I am grateful for a God who does all of those things.
The whole point of all of this is to let you all know I am doing better because I am not alone. I am not strong enough but I don't have to be.
In an other update, I did have my OB appt on Tuesday and they want me on bed rest till the end of my pregnancy. I have to work through the end of the year but I guess I will be ringing in the New Year in bed. And that's okay too. Lots of scripture time......
Thank you all for your prayers because we have felt them. You all mean so much...Thank you....
