Well now that EJ's bili level are going down and I am feeling physically so much better, we are finally on the road to recovery! Emotionally I am now so much more relieved and I am now settling in with my new son. I know he is better and I can now worry about normal new born things. Like....NO sleep! This post, for example, will probably make no sense at all due to the simply fact I am very chronically deprived of sleep. I wouldn't trade it for anything but it is hard. I can't clean the way I use to, cook the way I use to, or play the way I use to. I know there is time for all of those things to fall back into place and I am trying to just enjoy EJ being so tiny and how Austin will just look at him and "pet" him. Yes he asks to pet his brother! He just adores him so very much.
So things are going well. Really, really well. My life and my family is such a blessing I am constantly overwhelmed will love and graditute. How could I end up with such a perfect life. Praise you God for my two beautiful sons, my wonderful husband, and this wonderful life I call my own. Thank you for the lack of sleep. What a beautiful thing....
