Well today is Saturday and tomorrow is Sunday. I love Sundays! Adam is off and our family is together! This week has been hard but also really great. We will start with the great!
EJ is still staying put despite some more dilation. He is a wiggly little boy and I love every movement. I can not believe I am almost 34 weeks now. We are definitely in the home stretch now. Wow....just....Wow....
As far as Austin goes, that is where the best things are happening! Now that Mommy is home I have seen a 180! He no longer throws ANY tantrums at all. No crying. Just my sweet little boy who is happy and full of life. Bedtime is easy now. No more tears or fighting there either. Just holding hands and lots of kisses. It seems like he is now comfortable and KNOWS that I am home full time. He has fallen into our routine very well and now has the capacity to just relax and enjoy. I am so blessed and thrilled with this. My sweet baby boy. I have longed to be home with you for over three years and here we are. And guess what?? It is EVERYTHING I knew it could be. You and me.....My little buddy. I love you so much that words could never express just how much. At night when you are asleep I just stare at you and rub your cheeks and kiss your head. I am in constant amazement that you are mine. It is amazing....
Bed rest is bed rest. I am thankful for it actually. It has helped my family in more than one way and for that I am glad. However we are going through some things right now that are pushing us to the limits. Literally.
I do not want to give a ton of detail. This is my blog but it is also public. So I will say we need a lot of prayers in the finance department. Pray for my husband and that he may have continued strength. Pray that God sustains us. Pray that if we are suppose to take a different path, that we have the peace and endurance to do so. Just pray because in all honesty we really really need it. More than you can know.......
Well thats about it! What a week...what a week indeed!
Ps...be kind about the pics! I had zero makeup on. What more do you expect from a bedrest mom ;)
